Wednesday, October 27, 2004
life is good. school is overwhelming. three weeks into the second quarter of classes and already exams are coming up. kinesiology, anatomay & physiology, anatomiken, swedish. so many study groups, so many tests. every week I give 4 massages. and receive 4 massages. My body is touched a lot by a lot of people. It is pretty intense, issues get brought up. I have been feeling angry a lot about little things, crying a lot, lots of issues from way back with the parents are coming up. it's expansive, and exhausting and wonderful. and I have good friends to help me through. I have been climbing a lot more and am slowly progressing. It's addictive and fulfilling. movement is good. I went to my first dance class in months and months last night. I needed it to pick me up. lots of depressed introspective energy and dance helps me to move that through. HIp Hop isn't so introspective. Some mountains are already open for riding, and I plan on going out in the next couple of weeks. exciting. I am started to dream about gliding on snow again, through trees, trying to program myself to bend my knees. yummy. Michael has been learning how to firedance, which is exciting. Maybe next summer we can make some money performing as a team. partner firedancing is hot. Lately I have been fighting off colds and things, seasons changing...Michael is home in bed today, sick and it is difficult to be at school because I just want to stay home and take care of him. I am at school, though, learning things and drinking carrot juice to keep my immune system strong.
My car is still in the shop, but it is actually getting fixed this time, and so I should have wheels again soon...it's been 3 months of no reliable car. Sometimes I forget I even have one, but it will be nice to get some wheels again. of my own. yar. well....I think that's all for now. blessings.
My car is still in the shop, but it is actually getting fixed this time, and so I should have wheels again soon...it's been 3 months of no reliable car. Sometimes I forget I even have one, but it will be nice to get some wheels again. of my own. yar. well....I think that's all for now. blessings.